i'm a disabled, trying to live my life and survive in a different world of normal. i love challenging life, everyday i wake up and think what's the next challenge waiting for me? it's not like what you think, the challenge to me is something a disabled like me have to face and make it through and the moment i made it that i love. i used to be a person who hide myself in my own world but now i've changed and want to learn the world, find someone and share experiences and things, love to hear new challenging things i've never experienced. i am a caring, sensitive and optimistic person and full of ideas (sometimes strange and funny ideas lol), and i love kids and dogs. i spend time indoor mostly listening to music, reading books and watching tv, outdoor party with friends, travelling, enjoying good food. i've been told that i would have to be alone for the rest of my life cos it's hard to find someone who can really love me for what i am but i don't know, i think i believe in love and hope there's someone out there for me. though it's hard to believe but i still hold my faith and don't wanna lose it.